Some losses don’t heal…
They harden
After seeing the devastating results a brutal attack has on his best friend Rebecca, Craig Marshall is left with an absence he can’t name and a justice system that offers no relief. He unravels. Days blur, nights stretch, his thoughts circling the one person who refuses to disappear from his mind.
What begins as survival becomes obsession.
What feeds necessity becomes inevitable.
Told in a voice both intimate and unflinching, this is a psychological descent into grief, fixation, and the illusion of closure, a story about how love can curdle, how morality erodes, showing what remains when a man steps beyond the point of return.

Born in England, breaking into serious novel writing wasn’t something Nicky began in earnest until taking early retirement. She spent two decades running businesses in graphic design, magazine publication and web development before setting up an organic vegan skincare manufacturing company. She has written several non-fiction books including training courses on nutrition, skincare, self-help coaching and business mentoring, and is trained in psychology, life coaching, counselling and nutrition.
| Attributes | Value |
|---|---|
| Author |
Nicky Shearsby |
| Format |
Paperback, eBook |
| Publication date |
Paperback & eBook – 8th December 2026 |
| ISBN |
Paperback – 9781915073662 |
| Number of pages |
334 |
| Word count |
TBC |
| Availability |
World English |